Unanswerable Questions and Challenges

Due to the multiple complaints I have received from certain people *ahem* about not updating my blog, I have decided to "comply," if you will, to their wishes, thus I am here updating...

My weekend has been full of emotions (yes I do have those sometimes) and reflections. I have been constantly questioning and challenging myself and others. I'm confused as to why situations have to occur in this way, I am frustrated that I lack control, I am irritated with the inalterable characteristics I seem to possess, and I am astounded by the fact that history seems to inevitably repeat itself.

Time after time, it seems that I see something but there are always hinderances and so I try to be willfully blind the next time, but only in vain. There is only so much one can do.

I am attempting to embrace the future; I know He has "plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future." Patience is a virtue, one of which I obviously lack...