Tuesday, February 15, 2005

I detest hanging in the middle. It either is or it is not.
I'm discovering that more and more I get thoroughly annoyed with people who are incapable of making SIMPLE decisions, ie. do you want to have lunch with the group tomorrow? When people answer me with "maybe," "I'm not sure," or "call me again tomorrow," it exceedingly irritates me. Why does one SIMPLE question require so much time and thought? This is not a marriage proposal, it is a simple lunch or hangout thing. If you want to come, then you will make time. If you do not want to come, then just say so. Don't waste my time.
I am also annoyed with people who can't go ANYWHERE without their boyfriends or girlfriends. I understand you want to spend time with each other, but there are times where you need to have your own time.
I am irritated with myself. It has been too long for me to be affected by this insignificant piece of my past. You never cease to amaze with me with the way you push and affect me. I wish I could go back to the day before we met and skip my regret...
CCF Retreat was enjoyable, but again, I missed the biggest part of it..
I want to fall deeper in love with Him, but I am so easily distracted and swayed. I abhor my weaknesses, but it seems almost inevitable... so many things seem inevitable...

7 Comments:

Blogger cy said...

it's ok to feel frustrated, i think many ppl do too when ppl can't make simple decisions, but who knows? maybe there is somethin of significance behind the situation. try viewing it as "everybody has their own stories" and if i do'nt know it......well i won't judge them just yet cause......i dunno if they acutally had some huge emergency, i'd feel a lotta regret after.

and u didn't miss the most important part, most important part was you came and (hopefully) felt a sense of fellowship and belonging :D:D

16 February, 2005 1:08 AM  
Blogger abby said...

interesting post.....

i agree with you. and i do get frustrated about this kinda stuff. but then... meh.. i'm like that too sometimes so i can't really say much to those ppl.

anyway. i love you jess. yah yah... i know you know. and i know that everyone loves you. haha. i've heard that too many times. same with how you call me abbypoohead now. HAHA. i'm so numb to it already. HAHAHAHAHAHA. but yah.. i love you!! *hug*

17 February, 2005 12:19 AM  
Blogger Daniel said...

jerkface stole my line.. ya, i understand how u can get fustrated @ times.. maybe ur friends r jus goin thru some tuff times.. or maybe just indecisive like me =) but ya.. dont let it get 2 ya, pray bout it ^.^ well im out.. i'll keep u in ma prayers as well

22 February, 2005 10:45 AM  
Blogger Jess said...

According to abby, it's is proper Internet etiquette to respond to comments. Sorry I wasn't aware of this!

CY: I guess you're right about trying to view other people's perspectives; maybe there is more than meets the eye. But what if it's on a regular basis? It gets ANNOYING!!! grrr
Thanks for making me feel better about the retreat thing.. =)
Btw, what's with calling people jerkface?

ABBYPOOHEAD: I know you love me.. who doesn't?? haha.. i luv you too abbypoohead! You need to go purchase a nail filer, then we can do our nails together! =)

DANIEL: I think my friends are just indecisive; it's a guy thing! hahaha... ARGH! Thanks for your prayers.. =)

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